Scott's wanderings

Great support here the last few days from Gail and 'Charla and Karen.  My mind is a lot clearearer.  I am taking very little pain medication, maybe one Vicadin a day or less, and having a lot more success figuring out what is working and what is not.  Charla has turned out to be a master of finding fun games and books and things to draw.  Lots of good visits and laughs.  Changing my attitude to acceptance of not only what is but what will be, and getting good with 'Gail on it.  Some good plans have made that make it seem less likly we wil  be bankrubpt after I am gone.  Gail is able to go work more and that is a relief for all of us; We will survve.  Maybe not me and in that case maybe for longer than I would care to, but  we will probably hang on to what we have fought for.  Love our house, our friends, our family our pets our choices... hey.... and how about that President!!!!!!.... My kids are delightful and I am so proud of their choices.  They thrife in theirown lives, and continue to show love and consern and support for their parents situaton.  They are the ultimate survivors, and we feel we have helped teach them to become theise peo[ple of strength and caharacter.

Do you have any stories you want to tell us about you and your family and what you have learned in lif?  Suzanne, your poems have been heart touching and wonderful and right on target.  Trish, your self help thoughts and articles have opened my eyes to knew ideas.  Got any good books to suggest?  I have just started the Alchamist and it seems to really hit the spot.  Patty... continue the adventure.   You inspire me.  Say hi to Mary.  I need to get back to her, but have not had a good moment.  Any other good books I ought to check out at this time.

Do you know how lucky I am to have met Gail?  Do you understand how joyfuoo my life has been.  I am beginning to understand there are things I did to make it so.  I urge you to do the same for yourseofl

Got any questions?  Gat any answers?  Got any ideas how kids like Max and soft world and Bem amd meg amd Chris and Elizabet get to be so solid at such an early age?  All this joy and with very little drugs.  Talk to me friends.